Why do i blog? It's something i've been thinking about lately and SG suggested that i share my thoughts. There are few reasons why i blog.
i wanted to say, firstly, that i NEVER want my blog to seem like i'm showing off or that i'm bragging about my life with SG and all the experiences W/we share. i really hope that it doesn't come across like that. i want it to be an honest and true account of what goes on. The main reason i write is because it's for me to record my ups and downs of (mostly) my BDSM world. There are a few vanilla posts that crop up (yes, we do all have vanilla lives too), and i think these give it more of a balance at times. But this blog is mainly about my kink. i have written about some down times. i'm not going to pretend that everything in my life is rosy all of the time - that's not real life. You'll find i've written about some low moments, some difficult times - they really do happen.
But i am happy to say that since finding SG (or Him finding me), it has been a hugely positive and fantastic turning point for me - well, for the B/both of U/us. W/we have been able to build up an assortment of kinky toys and apparel in recent times, and it's enabled U/us to experience so much more than i thought possible. It has certainly opened up my limits, especially with my original fear of hoods. So i write because i want to record all those crazy times W/we spend together, along with the photos (which W/we love looking back on). i can see how far i've come, how much i have grown in my submission and where i need to develop further.
Another reason for blogging is that it can be quite therapeutic. It's relaxing to write (mostly). i don't want this blog to feel like hard work. If that ever happens, i'll know to take myself away from it and return when i feel ready. If i feel frustrated, in need of answers, or just inspired to write another ditty, i can share them and my feelings here, among like-minded people - the wonderful blogging community (oh, as well as the world, i guess). And that's quite a scary thought to know how far-reaching my blog is. But i know i've made some really supportive friendships along the way and i hope they continue, as well as the prospect of making more friends in the future. Who knows, in time i might just get to meet some of you - how cool would that be?
i started this blog because i was inspired by others' blogs. i was enlightened by what i read and knew that through my love of writing, i could channel my own thoughts and ideas into something that may just be worth reading. Since i now have an idea of how many people follow me, it's a testiment to that, i hope. Maybe, just maybe, i inspire others to write too - who knows? But anyway, thanks for being there.
But above all, i write for me.