Tuesday, September 30, 2008

A Different Light

'What a difference a day makes.' It's a common phrase. But for me, it's what a difference a year has made.

Reflecting back to this time last year, i was feeling pretty low and wanting September to be over, so over. If you want to know what i am talking about, for those who are new to my blog (by the way, welcome!), go back to last year's posts and you'll feel it.

This September (and all of this year) couldn't have been more different. It really couldn't. i owe that to a couple of reasons. One is that i realise and cherish how many lovely people i have come into contact with through my blog. Those wonderful blogger friends who leave such kind, and at times critical, comments. They don't judge me for what i do, but in fact understand it. That in itself is so liberating. So thank you to all those that continue to pass by, lurk, comment - and keep doing it. It really does mean a lot.

The second reason is of course, my adoring Owner, SingleGlove. Since He came into my world, He took hold of my submission, complemented it with His own Dominance, and my life has been changed for the better. In Him, i've found someone who is not only my Master, but also my soul mate and lover. We've experienced so much together already, it really has felt like a never-ending dream. i can safely say, it's been a long time since i've felt this happy.

i am truly proud to wear my collar as a symbol of His ownership and His love. Thank You for finding me Sir.

i've got so many more posts to write and share, i think i need to get myself writing here a little more often. That OK with you?

So... bring on October!

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Meme (and Youyou)

Many thanks to Mina and Sylvanus over at At Longing's End for tagging me on this meme. i also asked SG to join in and He was happy to oblige. i should confess that at the time of thinking about our answers, SG had me bound and locked in my cage as punishment for a wrongdoing, but more about that in another post. For now, here's what we came up with - my answers are in white, SG's in turquoise.

What are the last three songs you downloaded?

Black and Gold by Sam Sparro
The Seldom Seen Kid by Elbow (album)
Disturbia by Rihanna

The Hawk is Howling by Mogwai
Return to Cookie Mountain by TV on the Radio
Awfully Deep by Roots Manuva

What are the last three places you visited?

New Zealand

Hong Kong
Las Vegas

What are your three favorite movies?

Sweeney Todd
The Truth About Cats and Dogs

This is Spinal Tap
Withnail and I

What are your three favorite possessions?

my car
my new boots (more details and pics in a later post)

trinity pup
My CD collection
My flat

What three things can you not live without?

my mobile phone
my computer

A clean water supply

What would be your three wishes?

Lead a happy life
See more of the world
Never to lose SG

World peace
Three more wishes

What three things haven’t you done yet?

Returned to NZ
Had proper sex outside
Been kidnapped (but SG’s working on that)

Bought a knighthood
Won the lottery
Had a monument built

What are your three favorite dishes?

Masala dosa
Baked Alaska
Chicken casserole

Toast and marmalade
Roast beef
Spag bol

Which three celebrities would you most like to hang out with?

Johnny Depp
Keira Knightly
Kylie Minogue

Simon Pegg
Mike Piazza
Nigel Blackwell

Name three things that freak you out?

Heavy thunderstorms
my own death

Fear itself
My parents' mortality
Losing My memory recall

Name three unusual things you are good at

Curling my tongue
Having independent eyebrows (i.e. i can raise each of them separately!)
i can't be that special, because i can't think of a third! :-(

The power of invisibility, but only when driving My car

Which three things are you coveting?

A house with turrets
Old-style Porsche 911

A Remawear Ultima
The fantasy premier league championship title
The ability to take pleasure in writing

Name three bloggers you are tagging

Letters from a Seraglio
this girl

Monday, September 22, 2008

His Wants

The aftermath of another intense scene and lying exhausted in each other's arms, SG whispers in pup's ear:

"I want to hold you tight... and bind you tighter"

pup simply smiles and nods.

He can and He will.

That's how it is.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

HNT ... Strappado Style

Happy (drooling) HNT!

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Happy In Captivity - Part 2

For those that missed it, here's Part 1.

Now read on for scene 3...

3. Bliss! (the cage, His monoglove and the purple vibe)

Another rest and comfort break, then it was time for the third scene (my favourite and i'm getting tingly and aroused now!). So i was ball gagged again, with my lead attached to my collar, before being strapped tightly into the monoglove. Then within the cage, made to kneel with my head resting on the floor. Chaining my ankles to the corner bars again, this made my bottom very exposed indeed! He then ran my lead from my collar up and over some of the cage bars above, then secured it to the end of the monoglove. This made my movement very limited again (He does enjoy His bondage). If i pulled my (monogloved) arms down, it would lift my head up and if i rested my head on the floor, it would pull my arms up, only allowing me to move a very short distance in a rocking motion. Evil, i tell you, evil! What a delicious and humiliating position to be in, and i could feel something dripping quite contentedly!

But it didn't stop there, as SG then teased and forced me to orgasm with the purple vibe on full speed. As i tried to move forwards to stop the torture to my clit, my arms lifted up behind me and my head touched the floor. i could go nowhere else and with this, He could (and He did) move the vibe closer still. Lifting my head up and my body backwards, the vibe would plunge deep inside my soaking wet pussy, and would quickly bring me to climax - it certainly was a win-win situation! Again and again, SG continued to titillate and fuck me with the vibe. i rocked forwards and backwards, and screamed and moaned for what seemed like forever. i actually lost count of how many times He made me come, but the whole scenario was just awesome.

Sensing He had put me through enough, SG released me from all bonds, leaving me to float away into subspace within the confines of my cage, before coaxing me out to happily melt into His arms.

Blissed out pup

Saturday, September 06, 2008


Don't know what it is about Rihanna's video, Disturbia, but i like it! Maybe it's because it has that dark element... and SG especially loves the last part, where she's on the chair but chained to the floor...

Sorry to disturb... whilst you wait for part 2 ;-)

Thursday, September 04, 2008


i'm wishing i was with You tonight.
Curling up beside You in my collar, cuffs and chains.

Feeling Your warm naked body next to mine.
Hearing Your soft breath in the darkness.

Tonight, i am missing all of that.

So instead, i wear my collar,
locking on the padlock so i feel closer to You.
i can almost feel You here.

But i know it won't be long before it's true
and i'll be safe in Your arms again.